Two minutes

I have two minutes before I need to go get my little boy. Today is the day that I find out about "the job". My head is spinning. I want the job; but I am scared to get the job too. I would love to try going back to work full time, but I worry about my little guy. I worry about me too. I have never wanted to get something so bad. I have not come this close and hope whatever happens it all works out.